Good Night Tim

GOOD NIGHT TIM

I don’t know how else to do this,

Cause I’m just not sleeping,

My mind and body just feel so tired,

Trying my best to walk with your smile,

I’m only here for a short time,

Feel I need to do my best,

But life is not that easy,

So I find myself just standing still,

Lost, empty and alone,

I know the world keeps turning,

But I wish for it to stop,

You feel your body turn cold,

As something creeps down your back,

Making your body shiver,

As the day grows old your mind feels numb,

I’m just wondering if you’re doing well up there,

I know I’m not doing well down here,

Hoping you can hear me,

Just wishing I could hug you,

Praying that hug will ease the pain,

A pain never felt before,

A pain to hard to handle,

A tear runs down your face,

As you watch everything around you fall apart,

Or is it that you’re falling apart.

You find yourself shouting up,

For someone to come and hold you,

Someone to comfort you,

Or just to stand there with you,

There are times you just don’t see the light,

But whatever life brings,

You know you have to just move on,

Stand tall and stay strong,

Even though you feel insignificant to the world,

You find yourself sitting alone,

Crying Inside your mind,

Searching for somewhere to hide

Trying to work out how you feel,

Trying to work out where you are,

On the outside looking in,

Or you’re inside looking out.

Trying to figure out how much is real,

Trying to work out what is real,

I just wish for the rain to fall,

Just to stand there in the mist of it all,

Hoping it will hide my tears,

Wishing it would wash away my fears,

But all that comes is the evening,

With tears of sadness coming over you,

Wishing the storms would come,

Hoping it will set my emotions free,

So I can see my dreams again,

Instead I fight with the cold of darkness,

Reminiscing the warmth of the light,

Hoping you know what you mean to me,

Wishing I could just show you how I feel,

Now I feel I’m borrowing time,

Wishing people could not see me,

I don’t want them to see the pain,

I just want to fade away,

I just want to fall asleep,

 

Good night.

R.I.P TIM JONES.

stars at night

As I walk the streets at night I see the stars high in the sky.
Up there with tears in there eyes. I reach up and ask them?
"Little stars why are there tears in you eyes."
"Little boy" replied a star "up hear we see the pain and suffering"
"What pain" I said sharply "I’m fine I’m in no pain" one star said
"god gave the people freedom to think how they want and do what they want"
"with there skill and imaginations he hoped for wonders and love"
"I love my family" I cryed up “and all of my friends"
the star shyed once agean " little boy I have watched the world grow and change"
"I’ve seen the wars I’ve watched the killings I felt the hurt I watched the poor people suffer"
"I watch them fight for food while you throw it a way I see them drink dirty water while you tip it away
“little boy do you see why there are tears in my eyes" softly said the star "my eyes are sour"

I went away with a pain in my heart I prayed for forgiveness and god forgive me. 

First blog

Well here it is my first ever blog, not really sure what i'm going to be wrighting but i guess its a way of expressing your self so watch this space!!